Sometimes I
'm strong
today, invigorated with the fact of your want for me
Oh yes I imagine myself queen, savior, ruler, peacemaker for this
world, because you want me
But, Sometimes I.. feel afraid, I feel pulled apart, I feel
neglected.. I am weak, I am a turmoil, I am a peasant.. You seem so far
away from me.
You see, I can face anything, I can swim the widest sea, climb the
highest mountain, make my home on mars, take a walk on the sun.. if only
I knew, that you loved me.
Today I am sad, I have cried so many tears, I don't have any left,
so I can just recede,
I can shrink, slink away to a corner.. I don't want to be seen,
I don't want to hear the clicking of the lips, the pffting, the
advice of how I should dismiss you..
I can't stand the pitying looks, the warm hugs, I don't want hugs
from them
They don't know, they don't understand, if they could just look into
your beautiful eyes..
if they could know you as I do, the intimacies we have shared..
They would be astonished, they would be mesmerized, they would be
speechless, they would understand
Sometimes I... want to find my place, I want to be assured of my
spot in your heart..
Sometimes I... want to be close to you, held, hugged tight, so tight
I know your want of me... but,
Sometimes I.. need to hear you say, You love me..
